Post by boronz5 on Mar 6, 2022 9:51:56 GMT
Hi,
I am a cisgender gay man, 25, and I want to open up about something that has been scratching my mind since I was 17. I had always felt like I have genital dysphoria, and this has been making me feel uneasy since I was 17. Despite being a male, I had always wished to have a female genitalia, and the idea that I have male genitalia disturbs me a lot.
Just to clarify, I don't have gender dysphoria and have no intention to undergo a gender reaffirmation surgery/sex reassignment surgery, but at the same time, I wish I had a vagina instead of penis and scrotum. A major trigger also comes due to be being intimately submissive.
To add more, whenever fantasizing myself having sex with someone, I had always imagined myself as a cisgender man without a penis, and getting fucked in vagina. And while masturbating, I force myself not to get a hard-on, then push my soft penis inside, just to feel like a penis is being inserted in vagina. Despite being a male, my style of masturbation is pretty much similar to how a woman masturbates.
Hardly 3 years ago, I was introduced to a term called "nullo", and I found the concept pretty much relatable, but unlike most nullos, I just don't want to simply just get rid of my penis and scrotum, I also want to get it transformed to female genitalia.
I never felt like to open up to anyone about it, because people would think I have gone bonkers, but for the past few days, my desperately to lose my penis and have a vagina became so intense that, I just simply couldn't hold myself.
As for now I don't know how or where to proceed, but I want to hear from tbe fellow nullos what they did when they first realised that they want to lose their male genitalia. I am not looking for any DIY procedure, so any experiences that involved medical professionals and psychiatric evaluation are most welcome.
I am a cisgender gay man, 25, and I want to open up about something that has been scratching my mind since I was 17. I had always felt like I have genital dysphoria, and this has been making me feel uneasy since I was 17. Despite being a male, I had always wished to have a female genitalia, and the idea that I have male genitalia disturbs me a lot.
Just to clarify, I don't have gender dysphoria and have no intention to undergo a gender reaffirmation surgery/sex reassignment surgery, but at the same time, I wish I had a vagina instead of penis and scrotum. A major trigger also comes due to be being intimately submissive.
To add more, whenever fantasizing myself having sex with someone, I had always imagined myself as a cisgender man without a penis, and getting fucked in vagina. And while masturbating, I force myself not to get a hard-on, then push my soft penis inside, just to feel like a penis is being inserted in vagina. Despite being a male, my style of masturbation is pretty much similar to how a woman masturbates.
Hardly 3 years ago, I was introduced to a term called "nullo", and I found the concept pretty much relatable, but unlike most nullos, I just don't want to simply just get rid of my penis and scrotum, I also want to get it transformed to female genitalia.
I never felt like to open up to anyone about it, because people would think I have gone bonkers, but for the past few days, my desperately to lose my penis and have a vagina became so intense that, I just simply couldn't hold myself.
As for now I don't know how or where to proceed, but I want to hear from tbe fellow nullos what they did when they first realised that they want to lose their male genitalia. I am not looking for any DIY procedure, so any experiences that involved medical professionals and psychiatric evaluation are most welcome.